I think you’ll notice when things become different the good vibes in our lives won’t feel so consistent And less becomes more cause the weight is too heavy I swim in the water thats breaking your levy The way that you left me is alright its alright If I argue the point than we yell and we fight And I won’t be home for the rest of the night You might hate my words but you know that I’m right You know that I’m right This is your life theres no way to run from it The doubt in your brain or the pain in your stomach I only have but one complaint at the moment Don’t paint me black when I used to be golden
Led you so far down I could tell you’d never been Told me that time’s near And how it will change everything
I’m not so open like the window you are The glass just reflects the scar
Told me that you had to leave But how the fuck does that change anything?
Your glare is the faintest No brightness to show I made the best of what I thought was impossible You were the spade I used to dig this hole Blistered my skin to the bone
Swear all the pain’s done No trace or tremor here Or am I still numb? Have I been this whole year?
So let me bite down Feel the clench in my teeth ‘Til I come around Then relapse and repeat Then relapse and repeat
Your glare is the faintest No brightness to show I made the best of what I thought was impossible You were the spade I used to dig this hole Blistered my skin to the bone
Now you’re gone Now you’re gone Now you’re gone Now you’re gone Now you’re
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Right Here | The Story So Far
All I really want is to stay right here right now,
There’s so much more to talk about. The mind you broke and the price that it costs me now, (me now)
Do you see good intent? When you read me You’re trying to test me You don’t get my mindset You only see the where and the when Is that how your time’s spent? Anticipate then it’s gone again Its appeal is the lust for the things you conceal Roll on like the spoke in your wheel Until it breaks and you feel how I feel
All I really want is to stay right here right now There’s so much more to talk about The mind you broke and the price that it costs me now (me now) When I was gone I slept by myself and woke up alone It feels like a fracture A split in the bone No more safe time For us to be home Leaving this again and when You’re in their backyards, You’re not here you can’t tie my seams So pick out those glass shards They don’t belong in your feet
Head on the wall tell me why I feel so small When I don’t even care at all
All I really want is to stay right here right now,
There’s so much more to talk about. The mind you broke and the price that it costs me now, (me now)
Wait for this place to be the only thing thats keeping me from learning to see That nothing will carry me I’ll force myself to stand upon my own two feet.
And its a funny feeling, My thoughts are torn apart. Start out fresh somewhere new but nothing there compares to where you started from. These past 6 years had only just begun. My last resort is my only one
And i dont think i can break my own fall again. I’ll take this helping hand, it takes my only friend. And i dont think i can convince myself again That not much has changed since then Aside from where we’ve been
Wait for this place to be the only thing thats keeping me from learning to see That nothing will carry me I’ll force myself to stand upon my own two feet
So please dont take this song so lightly. Since i lost what i cant see I hate myself for thinking freely And if anyone does ask, ive gone to hell with everything i have Since i lost my faith in self alone i cant depend on anyone
And i dont think i can break my own fall again I’ll take this helping hand, it takes my only friend And i dont think i can prove to myself again That not much has changed since then Aside from where we’ve been
Overseas while you’re back West Sleeping off the restlessness Everything will be fine Just gotta keep my mind on your bed And your bed on my mind I’m so sore, from sleeping on the floor I never see your face anymore Maybe I’ll come back around I’m so sore, from sleeping on the floor I want what we had before Maybe I’ll come back around
