I bet it hurts to read permanence. I used to think on all of this and how you don’t. Damn it’s hard to find sustenance when all I had was love for this and now you don’t. Now I just abuse substances to drown out your accomplishments, however few. 

All of this frustrates me bad cause I can’t stay mad at you or change anything that I had. She told me don’t think like that, it’s really not that bad. I hope this makes you sad. I hope this makes you sad.

If it’s something serious then hit me up but until then the door is shut, forget my room. And if I had a match for every lie and every attempt to deny, I’d strike a few. I am the walls, the silent halls. My jacket at your sister’s wedding, navy blue. 

All of this frustrates me bad cause I can’t stay mad at you or change anything that I had. She told me don’t think like that, it’s really not that bad. I hope this makes you sad. I hope this makes you sad.

The Story So Far // Navy Blue

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ohioisonfiire:

"Watch your mind ignore, just like all those times before. That’s the way it is and I won’t write you back anymore. There’s better faces to fill all the spaces, left by the masks you wore."

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Small Talk | The Story So Far

This gap between us grows on
The last thing I want to do is move on

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hyperspectrum:

Told me that you had to leave

But how the fuck does that change anything?

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Nearsighted | Kevin Geyer

patience is wearing thin
and this time im convinced that i dont even need a plan
im anxious but it makes sense
cause everything beyond these doors is waiting at the fence.
now is there something that ive been missing
or am i just caught up in something less convincing.
my insignificance will only help me persevere
and make it clear
that ive gotten used to over thinking but id rather fear
these obstacles for what they really are to me.
cause empty promises will never knock me off my feet
just wait and see
nearsighted doesnt seem to mean much anymore
but i still know its something worth fighting for
i still take too much pride in never taking more than what ive asked for
what can i say
ill be the last one keeping myself on the verge of losing what was meant to stay
or have i been pursuing one more fantasy i cant achieve without an open end
ill be just fine living my dream rather than waiting for something more

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Clairvoyant | The Story So Far

I think you’ll notice when things become different the good vibes in our lives won’t feel so consistent
And less becomes more cause the weight is too heavy
I swim in the water thats breaking your levy
The way that you left me is alright its alright
If I argue the point than we yell and we fight
And I won’t be home for the rest of the night
You might hate my words but you know that I’m right
You know that I’m right
This is your life theres no way to run from it
The doubt in your brain or the pain in your stomach
I only have but one complaint at the moment
Don’t paint me black when I used to be golden

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All Wrong | The Story So Far

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sh4rkercannon:

The Story So Far

Stifled

What You Don’t See

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The Glass | The Story So Far

Led you so far down
I could tell you’d never been
Told me that time’s near
And how it will change everything

I’m not so open like the window you are
The glass just reflects the scar

Told me that you had to leave
But how the fuck does that change anything?

Your glare is the faintest
No brightness to show
I made the best of what I thought was impossible
You were the spade I used to dig this hole
Blistered my skin to the bone

Swear all the pain’s done
No trace or tremor here
Or am I still numb?
Have I been this whole year?

So let me bite down
Feel the clench in my teeth
‘Til I come around
Then relapse and repeat
Then relapse and repeat

Your glare is the faintest
No brightness to show
I made the best of what I thought was impossible
You were the spade I used to dig this hole
Blistered my skin to the bone

Now you’re gone
Now you’re gone
Now you’re gone
Now you’re gone
Now you’re

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Right Here | The Story So Far

All I really want is to stay right here right now,

There’s so much more to talk about.
The mind you broke
and the price that it costs me now, (me now)

Do you see good intent? When you read me
You’re trying to test me
You don’t get my mindset
You only see the where and the when
Is that how your time’s spent?
Anticipate then it’s gone again
Its appeal is the lust for the things you conceal
Roll on like the spoke in your wheel
Until it breaks and you feel how I feel

All I really want is to stay right here right now
There’s so much more to talk about
The mind you broke
and the price that it costs me now (me now)
When I was gone I slept by myself and woke up alone
It feels like a fracture
A split in the bone
No more safe time
For us to be home
Leaving this again and when
You’re in their backyards,
You’re not here you can’t tie my seams
So pick out those glass shards
They don’t belong in your feet

Head on the wall tell me why I feel so small
When I don’t even care at all

All I really want is to stay right here right now,

There’s so much more to talk about.
The mind you broke
and the price that it costs me now, (me now)

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680 South | The Story So Far

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5PM (Fucked Up) | The Story So Far 

I never wanted to be the last thing on your mind 
I just don’t know how else to love you 
And if you don’t agree with me then peace see you whenever 
Well, messed it up once again 

I barely know you anymore, I barely know myself 
All in your space
Just dust on the shelf

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Daughters (Acoustic) | The Story So Far

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Ali (Acoustic) | The Story So Far

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